Kaisen, haters, rename and shtuff ...

Lots of stuff going on ... in the last 2 months I have being really busy, which is good, and really bugged, which is not good.


First ... haters! Why most they exist?  The world would be so much better with out 'em!  A chick started a nasty discussion on the group.  We are two admins on the group, so we sat and chatted about the situation.  The name of the group was changed to "avoid misunderstandings".  I'm still not too happy with this.  The group was a lolita group all along and that girls that like lolita, but mainly dress in a different style are in the group doesn't change the fact that the group is a lolita group.  major clean up was done and now things are at ease to some extent.


Second ... KAISEN!!!  I was hoping to be able to set up a table with my friend and admin of the (lolita) group, but we were denied.  Not even a week before the con, we got the table so we had to bust ass doing last minute items.  It was all worth the hard work.  We were able to set up the table with lots of awesome items and lots of kawaiiness!


Third ... Drama!  Frack I hate it!!! Specially when I'm the one in the middle of it and the other person is victimizing itself to look like the victim... tsk tsk tsk


Four ... Sewing and designer classes!!! My dream come true!!! This is something that I'm so glad that have finally come true!  As a little girl I always said that I was gonna be a fashion designer.  It all came down when I was a little over 12 that I realized that I couldn't draw well at all.  I begged my mom to enroll me in an art school.  That never happened...  I asked her many times to teach me how to sew and she never wanted too.  So I gave up on all that.  now seeing that I'm kinda good at it for a self-tought semstress, my boo helped me pay for the classes.  I will be taking a two week intensive class on sewing, design, alterations, fashion show and modeling.  The last day of the summer classes we will have a fashion show, where we are going to display our fashion book, designs and walk the catwalk with one of our designs!!!!  This will all take place in July, I can't wait!!!


So this is it so far...  need to work on more lolita stuff, cabochons, clothing and shtuff for next Kaisen!!! 

Back to me...

After a little bit of thinking... I have come to realize that I should never disconnect from my true self. I am loud, obnoxious, irreverent, drunk, tall and fat biatch.  And that is just awesome.  I'm sometimes timid, shy, think too much and lazy. I'm ALWAYS a loving person, devoted to my family and my friends.  There are times when friends and family take too much from us and we start disconnecting from who we are and start being what ever they need us to be.  I'm glad I realize this not a moment too late.  Now I can go back to who I am, no guilt, no remorse.  You are all welcome to be part of my life as long as there is respect and I am accepted for who I am.

From far, far away....

So... Though it seems I've being missing, I haven't!  I just got REALLY pissed of at Blogger cause the last few blogs that I posted, never showed and they were reaaaaaaaaally long and had pics and all.  Since they were never posted, I said FUCK IT and just now decided to return! lol   It's something that even when I had a diary happened, I will get mad and say FUCK YOU to the diary and throw it in a corner and kept walking, till later that I needed to write something... like now! lol

Later I will try to talk about the meet up and Kaisen (some of the missing posts) and the up coming meet ups and schtuff! ^.^ Happy Blogging!